Saturday, May 5, 2007

Be my Peter Parker.

Except don't fall in love with Gwen Stacy.

I don't want Gwen Stacy to get in the way.

I will be your Mary Jane Watson.

I almost forgot

twenty four days to



freedom.

With great power comes great responsibility.

I can't decide if indecision's a waste of time.

You've really always had me. Even when neither of us knew it; you had me, I was yours.

And I think that now, since we're up to our elbows in this, you will always have me. Even if neither of us know it.

Clarity is just a word, a conjunction of symbols that are supposed to mean something.

But honestly, it doesn't mean anything to me.

xo

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Be Still My Heart

Wow.

What a great song.

I wish the whole world were like a great song.

That would be wonderful.

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Bananafish.

Today is a perfect day for bananafish.

I have nothing more to say.

Tension speaks,

"But we're singin' it."

I had a crap day at school but things instantly became better when I returned home. I went to the library, picked up some Vonnegut and Salinger and I'm wearing new clothes and everything feels decent again.

Today I smelled summer, and now it's all I can think about.

The wind blew my hair into my eyes and it whispered "Twenty eight days, twenty eight days until you are free," and it made me smile.

So here's to you, sunshine.

Twenty eight days.

Tuesday, May 1, 2007

In With the Outro & Out With the Old.

"I know we'll be together in the morning."

Today, I had the most beautiful moment of my entire life.

My friends and I climbed a gigantic hill by our school, and we all stood at the top and held our breath. It was like something that bonded all of us, kept us all from moving until several seconds later. It wasn't so much beautiful as it was completely breathtaking. It literally took the breath from my lungs. Maybe it was seeing the building that made our lives hell seem so small, or maybe it was the way the wind blew or the sunshine in our eyes. But it was fantastic. It is one day I will never, ever forget.