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I've been slacking off on this lately, but I've been busy with friends and I have been sleeping better lately. But during the night I am "never really asleep, and never really awake." It's a constant state of draining energy, flipping channels and tap tap tapping of the keyboard. I am tired, too tired to sleep.

I am thinking back on an older entry, Thrift Store Heart or something, and realizing that it's one of those things I thought was 100% brilliant but isn't, not really. I still like it though. Just thought I should point that out..

My continuous inability to feel anything for anyone but you is another dead end in the empty, twisted city of my life. Another road block, another alley that leads to nowhere, another what-have-you. I am still dreaming about you constantly and I still wake up with a smile on my face. And realization hits and I am left alone, my dreams forgotten. The only things I remember about these dreams is your face, I remember seeing your face.

Reality is exhausting without you.