It's all too sweet to last.

I'm not completely sure what I have to express tonight. Except maybe, I'm starting to realize that being obsessed with a cartoon character is a bit on the unhealthy side. And I need to find someone real to obsess over instead, but, yeah, for now I'm content with.. whatever.

It seems to me like this is the blog of some derranged, emotionally unstable female, who can't make her mind up about who she's in love with with. Which is pretty accurate, come to think of it. And maybe I'm not in love with anybody, but then again, I think I am. Not sure. Fuck. Ugh. Whatever.

I guess now that I've got my Bloggy McBloggerson hat on, I should wait a bit to take it off.

I've been giving a lot of thought to this one song, by Bright Eyes, "I Must Belong Somewhere." It's on Cassadaga, and if you haven't heard it, I suggest you download it. But like, not the regular version; the KEXP in-studio one, which can be found on either my music myspace, or project playlist. But umm, that's not what I was going to say. Although it does kind of piss me off that the actual version has all those country twangs and percussion bits, but whatever.

Anyway, as comforting as this song is, I don't necessarily agree with what the song's conveying. Like, if everything belonged somewhere (in example, a traveling band on the interstate, and a poor child in a crumbled school, and even that craaaaaazy Conor Oberst in wherever he wants to stay), then things would never change, and the world wouldn't really exist. I mean, I guess it's supposed to express a temporary state of belonging, but I dunno. Everything changes so quickly. It's hard to say.

This was a stupid thing to write about, but, it's a great song, and I feel like I'm disappointing the MASSES that read this blog, but I'm gonna cut this one short. Good night.