Lamb and the Lion

I've been thinking about some stuff lately. I'll try to cover it all in one post but I'll probably get lazy and stop halfway through.

Mostly just about how everything people do is for a reaction. You know, the law of gravity. Not just a reaction, either. Everything they do is for people to perceive them in their chosen way. Subliminal messaging, if you will. Like wearing a pair of socially acceptable shoes, so people will just put you into the category of cool because of the way you dress and who you're with. I can't really explain it into coherent words so it makes sense the way that it does in my head. It's just difficult.

Moving on, the other thing I've been thinking about is how I don't do anything. I complain about my job and all, but what would I be doing if I didn't work? Probably nothing. And if I added up all the hours I spend behind a screen, doing this, removed them, and replaced them with productive things, well.. I'd have a lot of stuff done. What stuff specifically, I do not know, but it would be stuff nonetheless. Maybe I should do homework or something.

I guess that's about all I needed to discuss with myself. Good evening.