Tuesday, March 25, 2008

blacktop calling your name

I spent about 113$ on music this weekend. It was satisfying. But my computer has already eaten the Imogen Heap record and that means that I will probably never get to load Elliott Smith. Which is maddening, but, you know, you take what you can get, I suppose.. (in case you hadn't figured it out, my computer is a piece of shit)

Everything is going fine. It's probably the normalcy that is leaving me so uninterested. I'm also very aware of how much this weekend is going to suck, and the others following it as well. They just seem really trivial when summer is so close, and also since my curfew has been moved back to eleven.

I used to crave solitude, but recently I've found that when I'm alone for too long, I lose my head. I haven't any theories to explain this yet, but I'm hoping it will just go away on its' own.

We are out of popsicles.

Spending too much time on what you want to see makes you an idiot, or an idealist. Maybe you should focus more on what is in front of you.

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