Sunday, March 2, 2008

while my mother waters plants, my father loads his gun

I do not know why I am opening this up when I have nothing to write about. I learned something new today, about you. It didn't necessarily make me happy. Not at all. It made me disappointed and feel .. not special.

I guess.
No, I don't guess. I know that. I'm way too sensitive.

I kind of wish I had stayed in tonight, mostly because I'd have been better off not knowing about that.

I'm so tired of my insecurities jumping the gun. Of my heart being heavy about stupid things that a normal person wouldn't worry about. Not that I'm special, or anything. I just don't think that my emotions are.. in check.

I'm glad that my mp3 player is fixed.. I will be thinking about happy things for the rest of the night.

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