Max,
You can't idealize a big city. I mean, you can, but it's just going to be more of the same, on a large scale. If you want recognition, earn it.. But no matter where your music goes, I'm going to be more than happy to support you in as many ways as you'll let me..
Caroline,
I wish you weren't so insecure sometimes. I love you all the same.
Ben,
The only routine I haven't gotten sick of. There are a lot of things I want to say to you, but not here. Not now. I've found myself wishing on dandelions for you to hate me, because usually the things I wish for turn out opposite.
And though I'm trying very hard to blend seamlessly between your friend and your girlfriend, my smile will always be false.
Joe,
I'm sorry. I missed you.
Caitlyn,
Oddly enough, I don't dislike you nearly as much as I thought I did. You say some ridiculous things, but I feel like getting to know you was a good idea.
Michael,
It's weird to be talking to you again. You haven't changed at all and I've done some kind of insane 360. I'm not sure what it is about you that appeals to me, but I'm pleased we're friends, though I'm equally pleased you don't live here anymore.
Spencer,
It was nice of you to stand outside the teachers bathroom and wait for me to stop dry heaving. It's things like that that I appreciate a lot. You are special and nice and I'm glad we're friends.
That's all I feel like writing for tonight. Some kind of wrap-up for the end of the school year. Not nearly as compelling as Max's.
3 comments:
"If you want recognition, earn it"
I need to hear (or read) things like this from time to time.
Caroline is being nice to me all of a sudden. From this little entry, I assume she's so insecure that the only person she feels better than is me, which explains the first sentence in this paragraph.
But even I think that's taking this "self-pity" thing too far.
Also, LOOK AT HOW MANY PEOPLE ONLY HAVE THREE LETTERS IN THEIR NAMES.
WOW! I didn't notice that!!!!
Also, yeah, you are taking the self pity thing a tad too far. Caroline is being really nice to you because.. she is quite horrendously insane. From what I can tell.
It's a good thing.
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