a can of worms

before i could stop myself, i wrote 'love' and then my name
it was an impulse
and even after i crossed it out, it stuck in my head
i hate that word sometimes
just because it's such a big deal. i don't throw it around, of course not
but doesn't it seem to you that if you are pretty sure you feel that way, it's okay to say it? even if it seems too soon or something?
maybe not...

infatuation maxes out at two months anyway.
shit.

what is this then?

p.s. i'm going to regret posting this later

p.p.s. i hope she still thinks about you. i hope she regrets

p.p.p.s. it's not like anybody reads this anyway